I want to write one true thing before I die. Something no one could mistake for performance.
DESIRE
what you want but won't admit
// 3 voices in the void
Desire is one of the most edited things in most people's interior life. What you want collides with what you're supposed to want — the life you've constructed, the person you've agreed to be, the version of your future that makes sense to the people around you. The unedited version of your desire is often more inconvenient, more specific, less acceptable than what gets expressed.
This thread is for the unedited version. No context that could identify you. No one who knows what you've agreed to want. Just the thing you actually want, said plainly, without apology or justification.
The void doesn't judge desire. It holds it the same way it holds everything — without reaction, without requiring you to be different, without using it against you.
// your voice
// the thread
I want to be chosen. Not settled for. Chosen. I don't know if I've ever had that.
I want to disappear for six months and come back as someone who doesn't apologize for existing.