Anonymous thoughts about burnout.
The weight that accumulated gradually and announced itself suddenly.
The connection to meaning, broken.
The flatness that follows sustained effort without recovery.
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Burnout arrives gradually and announces itself suddenly. The accumulated weight of sustained effort — effort that was supposed to mean something, effort that was supposed to lead somewhere — reaches a point where the connection to meaning breaks. You can still do the tasks. The tasks just feel hollow.
The social script for burnout is recovery: rest, reassess, rebuild. But the period before recovery, the actual experience of it, is rarely described honestly. The loss of caring. The flatness. The grief for a previous version of yourself who could do this without it costing so much.
Anonymous thoughts about burnout posted here are from that period. The honest account, before the recovery narrative.